Raw

I wont go into details, but last nights events have left me feeling, well raw today. Today is one of those days that is a blank slate. It could go really bad or really good. I just don't have anything in me to give today. I am really tired, worn out and this is only week one. Maybe next week will be better?

I have noticed that since Brian and I have been going to Sagamore Baptist, I have been praying a lot more. I am very happy about that. I am working on making my connection with God stronger, and be there all the time. I don't know if that's where we will home, but for right now, it is fulfilling needs that we have.

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will
Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is You want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

I am praying that today turns into a really good day, and I hope and pray that you are having a really good day too. If not, take a moment, pray and give it over to him. He wants and needs you to need him.